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*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka:

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Journal Entry: Mon Jun 16, 2008, 7:24 AM
Hello mother,
Some news for you:)
I'm really not that crazy.
Hello father,
I'm curious?
Why you think there's something wrong with me.

Sunday I cried all night...
And it hurt so bad
But if you try to understand--

This is who I am.

We Are Pilots ~Shiny Toy Guns



Chris-no-Baka's Journal






::News::
A friend posted this in his journal. Please do the same.

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Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender. Feel free to add your own story to the end.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!


"i am the girl afraid to love because i am bi " michiyo

"I am the girl that nearly lost the support of her parents because I am a lesbian. If my grandmother knew, she would probably disown me. One of my brothers is ashamed of me which might be the reason to why we fought so much, causing me to chose to move out of the house." - Linally

"I am the one who had to learn to be 'One of the guys' because at boarding school the alternative was... violence, abuse and social exile. I am the one who in the end got lucky enough to find a partner who understands - and I am the one who knows how lucky that is." - n


"I am the man who had to declare myself mentally Ill in court in my country [Germany] just so I could be recognised for who I was."

"I am the lucky one, a member of the rare few who were not beaten, not deserted, and loved and held whilst I dealt with the pain and tears of insecurity and confusion." - arch

"I am the boy who isn't aloud to date because his parents might find out he's gay. I can't imagine what would happen if my grandparents found out..." ~Chris

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE





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Live for today, Live for tomorrow, Don't live for yesterday.

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  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: Solitary Shell ~Dream Theater
  • Reading: A Game of Thrones ~By i don't know who atm ^^
  • Watching: Porn
  • Playing: Dead
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Jack and Coke

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18 Woo!
  • Current Residence: Bedroom
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
  • Interests: Anime, writing, reading, amature pohtography, Fractal art, Terragen, deviantART
  • Favourite movie: Scary Movie 3/Nightmare Before X-mas/LOTR/Dukes Of Hazard
  • Favourite band or musician: System of a Down/3 Doors Down/Linkin Park/Lifehouse/Nickelback/The Beatles/Aerosmith/Powerman5000...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal, Classic Rock, Power Metal, Death metal, Emo (on ocassion) Alternative...
  • Favourite artist: GizzGirl
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dan Brown
  • Favourite photographer: Simply-Anarchy
  • Favourite style of art: Fractals, Photos, Terragen, Photo manipulation
  • Operating System: iMac OS X Tiger
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod 5th Generation 30GB Video (Black)
  • Shell of choice: Lobster
  • Wallpaper of choice: Changing Inuyasha BG's
  • Skin of choice: V.5 doesn't allow skins :tears:
  • Favourite game: Need For Speed Carbon
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha
  • Personal Quote: Life isn't like a musical, no one knows all the words before it starts. ~My DI Team
  • Tools of the Trade: my computer, lined paper, my 1000's G2 pens, and my Minolta X-700 35mm Camera

Devious Comments

*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka: Jun 23, 2008, 4:26:24 PM
hi ^^

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You'll always be my thunder,
so bring on the rain...
~Boys Like Girls
Clubs: SV [link], p-U-n-K: [link]
~A-san:iconA-san: Jun 17, 2008, 10:37:41 PM
why hallo thar chris!i haven't talked to you in a while.

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:music:you never quit on your music, no matter what happens 'cause anytime something bad happens to you, that's the one place you can escape to and just let it go.:music:
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:nod::heart:I support °jark!
*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka: Jun 12, 2008, 7:29:07 PM
it went quite well and now i have a diploma to show for it! have fun with ur RV ^^

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You'll always be my thunder,
so bring on the rain...
~Boys Like Girls
Clubs: SV [link], p-U-n-K: [link]
*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka: Jun 4, 2008, 11:03:15 AM
very well then

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You'll always be my thunder,
so bring on the rain...
~Boys Like Girls
Clubs: SV [link], p-U-n-K: [link]
~ppare:iconppare: Jun 2, 2008, 6:54:34 PM Mood: Joy
Hey Chris.... happy almost 2008 graduate!! Sorry I haven't been on.. been sooo busy. Really enjoying traveling and living in Casa Grande AZ... hope the end of your senior year went well. What is up next for you?
*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka: May 30, 2008, 8:27:49 PM
interested in not being a crybaby?

--
You'll always be my thunder,
so bring on the rain...
~Boys Like Girls
Clubs: SV [link], p-U-n-K: [link]
~Jaxon-Diablos:iconJaxon-Diablos: May 25, 2008, 10:30:55 AM
Interested in re-watching me? ¬¬
~Zarbac:iconZarbac: Apr 14, 2008, 4:52:30 PM
:iconfalconpunchplz: BWAHAHAHAHAHA

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"The Day the Kaki-Saga Family Dies, is the Day I shall have peace, and love" ~Kyodai Kaki-Saga 3 days before the Kaki-Saga War~
~Namryb:iconNamryb: Mar 29, 2008, 3:29:53 PM
You know what?
I'm just gunna have to do it all over again... :typerhappy:

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:shakefish:

One world. One sky. We live. We die.
*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka: Mar 19, 2008, 2:02:24 PM
heyy! :glomp:

--
You'll always be my thunder,
so bring on the rain...
~Boys Like Girls
Clubs: SV [link], p-U-n-K: [link]
*dohrac:icondohrac: Mar 19, 2008, 12:25:58 PM
Hey there!!! =D

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... with love ... _/,(^_^),\_ ~<3
... your seacreature!
~KyodaiKaki-Saga:iconKyodaiKaki-Saga: Mar 4, 2008, 5:37:32 PM
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Here is a rose for you. I recieved one from :iconmzhamma: and he told me send one to each of the people I consider my friends. If they consider me a friend as well, they send me a rose too. So, I just have to ask, do you consider me a friend?

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"その日のカキ-佐賀家族が死ねば、私はこの日を有するものと平和、そ&#123
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~Zarbac:iconZarbac: Feb 25, 2008, 3:40:40 PM
TAG!!! you know what to do

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"The Day the Kaki-Saga Family Dies, is the Day I shall have peace, and love" ~Kyodai Kaki-Saga 3 days before the Kaki-Saga War~
~riainirishboy:iconriainirishboy: Dec 12, 2007, 8:43:17 PM Mood: Wow!
Hey I like your stuff you have here. Any chance you could take a peek at mine?
4,000. Wowww...

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~Ryan King of Rivers

"Immaturity is the incapacity to use one's intelligence without the guidane of another."
-Immanual Kant
*simply-anarchy:iconsimply-anarchy: Dec 7, 2007, 8:28:12 AM
you need to update your journal :P and i finally found a CSS i like!!! but i can't get it to open!!! :cries: u need to come help me!!!! =(

BECAUSE I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!! :glomp::heart::heart::heart:










dragonforce!! :headbang:

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Yesterday has been and gone
Tomorrow will I find the sun
Or will it rain
Everybody's having fun
Except me, I'm the lonely one
I live in shame
~Ozzy
*Chris-no-Baka:iconChris-no-Baka: Nov 28, 2007, 11:47:06 AM
hi! :D

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You'll always be my thunder,
so bring on the rain...
~Boys Like Girls
Clubs: SV [link], p-U-n-K: [link]
~k-nelo:iconk-nelo: Nov 28, 2007, 11:42:49 AM
hello there!! :wave:
just looking around...
have a nice day :D
*Aki-Koi:iconAki-Koi: Nov 12, 2007, 6:32:46 AM
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Devil May Cry
Virgil: Dante, will you QUIT bugging me; i'm TRYING to do my homework.
Dante: Virgil, will you QUIT being mean to me; i'm TRYING to do you. :heart:
~Gaara-sDARK-lover:iconGaara-sDARK-lover: Nov 11, 2007, 7:54:22 PM
thanks for the :+favlove:

It means so much to me!
:D
*Aki-Koi:iconAki-Koi: Nov 10, 2007, 10:03:12 AM
I TAGGED THE LIVING HELL OUT OF YOU!

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Devil May Cry
Virgil: Dante, will you QUIT bugging me; i'm TRYING to do my homework.
Dante: Virgil, will you QUIT being mean to me; i'm TRYING to do you. :heart:
~TenajOniNeko22:iconTenajOniNeko22: Nov 8, 2007, 6:04:08 PM
THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !

Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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.....must.....not....break.....chain......!!!!

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I am who I am. I like who I like.
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